OPINION: In August 2017, I had a piece published on Stuff Nation about how the 'Jacinda effect' was the best thing to happen to New Zealand at the time.

Back then, and even now today, I stand by what I wrote at that time.

During that era, I was so supportive of Jacinda Ardern. I joined up to the Labour Party and made a very small donation towards their 2017 election campaign.

We all know what happened next.

As a supporter for the past four years, I’ve received emails from Ardern asking me to chip in to the Labour campaign at various times, and to follow up on key announcements the Labour Party makes.

After the decision that, for at least another week, Auckland was to remain at level 4 and the rest of the country at level 2, an email from Ardern came through at 10.37pm the same day.

The subject line was: Three Things.

Basically, in the email, the cabinet decision was justified in three ways, based on what this is all about; saving lives.

But this time, and it is hard for me to admit, I just wasn’t buying what was being said.

Out of frustration and concern, I replied to Ardern at 11.17pm.

This is what I said:

Hi there.

I have, up until now, been a supporter of Ardern and the Labour Government and am not one to speak up. However, my position is wavering and I worry that you are out of touch with what many New Zealanders are seeing and feeling right now.

So here are three things from me:

1. It was and is naive to think we can stamp out this virus. Why weren’t we fully vaccinating a year ago and building a hospital to cater to people with Covid in the future? A vaccine is not going to be a magic bullet. People will still get Covid when vaccinated. Where are we going to put them all when we loosen the rules/borders? Our hospitals seem to be struggling enough as it is and will not cope with more cases of Covid-19. And why oh why do we still have all of our MIQ facilities in downtown Auckland?

2. You need to help people see and understand the long term goal. Many can not see a way out at the moment. But first, you need to know what that is, and I’m not sure this is known anymore? What are we working towards, what is the plan? As above, people get vaccinated, but then what happens when we still get Covid? What about the economy, jobs, businesses? Do you think they’ll all just bounce back?

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3. Your decisions now are changing the trajectory of our country forever. I am worried, a lot of people are worried. We are losing faith in your plan, as many of us don’t know what it is anymore. This going in and out of level 4 seems not sustainable and, quite frankly, some of the things we are having to do don’t make sense.

The lack of strategic and long term thinking seemingly going on is unnerving.

It appears this can’t be about just saving lives. Lives and livelihoods are going to be lost because of this path we now find ourselves on.

You seem to be ignoring what was obvious from the beginning; our health system appears woefully inept.

I know you and the team may be tired and exhausted, it must be hard to think clearly now.

Please consider getting more experts in from overseas. It’s ok to pivot and change tack if you need to, please don’t make this about egos.

Please do what’s right. Build hospitals, get ready for Covid to come because we aren’t going to beat it.

And believe me, I hope I am wrong.

I can only hope that in another four year’s time I am writing an opinion piece saying that I was.

Because, perhaps unlike some people at the top, I don’t mind putting my hand up and admitting that maybe I got it wrong.